It's interesting: the writer of Hebrews offers a
straightforward description of the Christian race: “…throw off everything that
hinders… [run] with perseverance the race marked out for [you]… [fixing your]
eyes on Jesus… [who alone] is the perfecter of our faith” (Hebrews 12:1-2).
I’m especially struck by the phrase: run the race marked out for you. You see a big obstacle to spiritual growth is
the belief spiritual growth is dependent on a narrow band of spiritual
disciplines. I mean for years I believed
that because I’m not a morning person, craving morning prayer, I would not grow
spiritually because Jesus was a morning person, craving morning prayer.
Now I must always crave Jesus; that’s a boundary. But it’s not required that I crave morning prayer. Rather, I must run the race marked out for me, craving spiritual disciplines that match my unique temperament and gifts.
Now I must always crave Jesus; that’s a boundary. But it’s not required that I crave morning prayer. Rather, I must run the race marked out for me, craving spiritual disciplines that match my unique temperament and gifts.
In general, spiritual disciplines, in the opinion of Dallas
Willard, can be grouped in two categories:
disciplines of engagement and disciplines of abstinence. Disciplines of engagement are disciplines
helping us encounter that which is of God – disciplines like worship, study,
fellowship, prayer or giving.
Disciplines of abstinence are disciplines helping us withdraw from that
which is not of God -- disciplines like fasting, solitude, confession or
halting a bad habit. The crucial thing
is not what discipline of engagement or abstinence we practice, but that we
practice some discipline of engagement and abstinence.
And so a blunt a question:
are you both engaging and abstaining in your race of faith -- are you
both encountering Godly things and withdrawing from ungodly things? I’d like to say that spiritual growth is a
quick sprint, with a quick fix. But it’s
not: rather it is a marathon of both engaging
and abstaining, over time, keeping our eyes fixed on Jesus – who will, over
time -- His Time -- perfect our faith.
A few years ago, I heard Bono, the famed rock star speak at
the National Prayer Breakfast. Frankly
Bono’s growth story is one of the most remarkable Christian growth
stories. I mean at one time Bono was
just a rock star, committed to just that lifestyle. But now Bono has met Jesus, is born again and
is justified in the Lord. But now also, Bono is striving for sanctification,
growth in the Lord. But Bono admits
sanctification is a hard, time-consuming process.
Why think about it, Bono reflects: “Your nature is a hard thing to change; it
takes time…I have heard of people who have life-changing, miraculous
turnarounds, people set free from addiction after a single prayer,
relationships saved where both parties "let go, and let God." But it
was not like that for me. [I mean yes] "I was lost [and] I [now I] am
found" – [but it’s]…more accurate to say "I was really lost. [And
now] I'm a little less [lost]… [becoming a little less lost, everyday]… [Now]
that to me is the spiritual life. The slow reworking and rebooting [of my
inner] “computer” at regular intervals… [slowly rebuilding me into] a better
image -- [God’s image]. [Now frankly,
it’s] taken years [lots of years, to arrive at this point]… [but I’m guessing]
-- it is not over yet.”
Bono's right: it's not over yet! Though our salvation in
Christ is sealed, we are justified – our sanctification in Christ – our growth
toward the fullness of the stature of Jesus continues. Once you were really lost, now you’re a
little less lost -- becoming a little less lost every day.
So keep growing, keep running your race, the race marked out
for you – fixing your eyes on Jesus. For
if you run your race fixed on Jesus -- Jesus will perfect your faith.
Count on Jesus to perfect your faith –
rewarding your difficult diligence, your cramps, blurriness and discord with
His prize of deeper joy and meaning. For
one day, if you race with Jesus, you'll will shout Eureka; one day if you don’t give up,
you'll exclaim aha – as the pieces of
faith finally fall together. And you'll
know, that you know, that you know -- that Jesus is Life, because Jesus is
Lord.
Jesus is Life, because Jesus is Lord. Fix your faith on that hope, and then run for
it – knowing your preparation and practice, your diligence and discipline, your
trials and training, are not in vain!
Keep on swimming!
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